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Stephanie Renae' Walton
Best Prologue ever!!

When I look back on my life, it’s not that I don’t want to see things exactly as they happened, it’s just that I prefer to remember them in an artistic way. And truthfully, the lie of it all is much more honest because I invented it. Clinical psychology tells us arguably that trauma is the ultimate killer. Memories are not recycled like atoms and particles in quantum physics; they can be lost forever. It’s sort of like my past is an unfinished painting and as the artist of that painting, I must fill in all the ugly holes and make it beautiful again. It’s not that I’ve been dishonest, it’s just that I loathe reality.
For example, those nurses – they’re wearing next season Calvin Klein, and so am I. And the shoes – custom Giuseppe Zanotti. I tipped their gauze caps to the side like Parisian berets because I think it’s romantic, and I also believe that mint will be very big in fashion next Spring. Check out this nurse on the right, she’s got a great ass….. wait for it
Bam
The truth is, back then at the clinic, they only wore those funny hats to keep the blood out of their hair. And that girl on the left – she ordered gummy bears and a knife a couple of hours ago. They only gave her the gummy bears. I’d wished they’d only given me the gummy bears.

Fallen

I have fallen for you so hard i’m in love with you and you don’t even know how I feel. It kills me that I can’t call you mine anymore. I miss you so much and no one understands. I want you back in my arms. Tonight was amazing… you came up behind me and you wraped your arms around me you kissed me and everything felt right again. I can’t keep living with out you and watching your life in pictures. It kills me inside when you talk about her… and I can’t help but wonder if you used to talk about me like that… I hate seeing you with her and I hate hearing she cheated on you… you thought I cheated on you and you freaked out on me I just miss you and can’t keep living with out you… I hope she screws up again and we get back together. I’v fallen so hard and I can’t get back up. I will forever love you.

-Forever your love,

Stephanie

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I miss you…

Sometimes I wish I could kiss your lips one last time.

I wish I could be back in your arms again.

I fallen in love with you all over again.

You were my first love and I think you will be my last.

i’v known you my whole life.

now I live miles away and can’t stand that pain.

I need you now more than ever.

I miss you…

Love your baby girl <3!

Bitch you don’t know who you are fucking with!!

I am not the kind of girl Who should be rudely barging in On a white veil occasion But you are not the kind of boy Who should be marrying the wrong girl
I sneak in and see your friends And her snotty little family All dressed in pastel And she is cutting her self Somewhere back inside a room Wearing a gown shaped like a coffin
This is Surely not what you thought it would be I lose myself in a daydream Where I stand and say
Don’t say yes, run away now I’ll meet you when you’re out Of the church at the back door
Don’t wait or say a single vow You need to hear me out And they said “speak now”
Fond gestures are exchanged And the organ starts to play A song that sounds like a deathmarch
And I am hiding in the curtains It seems that I was uninvited By your fugly bride-to-be
She stomps down the aisle Like the zombie queen. But I know you wish it was me You wish it was me (Don’t cha?)
Don’t say yes, run away now I’ll meet you when you’re out Of the church at the back door
Don’t wait or say a single vow You need to hear me out  And they said “speak now”
Don’t say yes, run away now I’ll meet you when you’re out Of the church at the back door
Don’t wait or say a single vow Your time is running out And they said, “speak now”
Oh Oh Oh! ( said speak now…. )
I hear the preacher say “Speak now or forever hold your peace” There’s the silence, there’s my last chance I stand up with shaking hands All eyes on me
a sigh of relief from Everyone in the room and I’m only looking at you.
I am not the kind of girl Who should be rudely barging in On a white veil occasion But you are not the kind of boy Who should be marrying the wrong girl!
( Ha! )
So don’t say yes, run away now I’ll meet you when you’re out Of the church at the back door
Don’t wait or say a single vow You need to hear me out And they said, “speak now!”
And you say Let’s run away now I’ll meet you when I’m out Of my tux at the back door
Baby, I didn’t say my vows So glad you were around when they said Speak Now



What you see is what you get…
Love me or hate but baby you’ll never break me.
Haters will hate and lovers will love.
So which you ever will be you can’t stop me.
I be who I be and nothing can change me(:

What you see is what you get…

Love me or hate but baby you’ll never break me.

Haters will hate and lovers will love.

So which you ever will be you can’t stop me.

I be who I be and nothing can change me(:

Sorry…

Sorry I’m not perfect,

sorry i’m not her,

sorry I don’t hate you,

sorry I ever gave a damn,

sorry I can’t forget you

sorry I won’t let go,

sorry i’m in love with you,

and i’m sorry but this is so…

you won’t get rid of me no matter what you do.

so get the fuck over it baby because sorry I love you.

i’m norwegian, polish, irish and guatemalan. Translation: I’m American
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